मैं और मेरी आवारगी with Someone Somewhere

What is love at first sight? I haven’t understand dear, But when you come near, My emotions, your sentiment, Both get perplexed to rear, That perplexity doesn’t become clear. In such complexity I gained ‘Insight’, Now I am not wrong but right, Its not love at first sight, You embrace your teddy bear, But tell me my dear, This loneliness! How could I bear? My heart is beating for you, But O baby! You can’t hear, My feelings for you are very sheer, I would prove it, When you would come near. Now I have no relief, no sleep, Since slowly in my heart you peep, I am explaining it in brief, That in my mind you creep, And my emotions and sentiments, Both are going deep and deep. There is something special in you, Which is contently attracting me, For which I am praying bending on knee, O dear… !!!! Please accept my plea. What so ever is your decision? My emotions will reach the height, It will never change, even a slight, ...

'मीर' फ़क़ीराना आए सदा कर चले  कि म्याँ ख़ुश रहो हम दुआ कर चले  i came chanting as a mendicant  and bestowed a blessing, be content  जो तुझ बिन न जीने को कहते थे हम  सो इस अहद को अब वफ़ा कर चले  i will not live without you, i did say  lo, now i fulfill that vow today  शिफ़ा अपनी तक़दीर ही में न थी  कि मक़्दूर तक तो दवा कर चले  no cure was there in my fate's intent  even gifted healers tried and went पड़े ऐसे अस्बाब पायान-ए-कार  कि नाचार यूँ जी जला कर चले  in the end such tasks did there present  helpless and heartbroken that i went  वो क्या चीज़ है आह जिस के लिए  हर इक चीज़ से दिल उठा कर चले  pray, what object was it, for whose sake?  everything my heart chose to forsake  कोई ना-उमीदाना करते निगाह  सो तुम हम से मुँह भी छुपा कर चले  lest i might cast a despairing glance  you passed by me looking askance  बहुत आरज़ू थी गली की तिरी ...

You me, You me…… ……….alone together, ……….the sooner, the better, Isn’t the idea greater? To open life’s new chapter. Exchanging goods and bad, You say to me, I too chatter, Though days back we were stranger, Now we share, each other’s pleasure, O my dear! O my sweetheart! I would like to do so forever. -         Abhay Kumar Rai

Without you... The star still twinkle, Immortal sun still shine, But sometimes I think, My life may have been fine, If today we were together and, I would have proved, Love Divine. Without you… Does my heart have any complain? I can’t write, I can’t explain, If it’s a my mystery, it will remain, But I admit my dear, Sometimes it becomes full of pain. Without you… Still sun is red sky is blue, But sometimes I think, And my emotions give me clue, My life is not life, without you I always miss you, whatever I do, But everything I do, I do it for you ...Without you                                     -- Abhay Kumar Rai

तू माने या ना माने दिलादारा असां ते तैनू रब मनया दस होर केड़ा रब दा दवारा असां ते तैनू रब मनया अपने तन कि ख़ाक उतारी तब ये इश्क की मंज़िल पायी मेरी साँसों का बोले इकतारा असां ते तैनू रब मनया तुझ बिन जीना भी क्या जीना तेरी चौखट मेरा मदीना कहीँ और ना सजदा गंवारा असां ते तैनू रब मनया हँसते हँसते हर गम सहना राज़ी तेरी रज़ा में रहना तूने मुझको सिखाया है यारा असां ते तैनू रब मनया

When you will depart, Will give me a remembrance, Lot of happiness, sadness to trace, For my entire life to embrace. From you the love flavour, I tried a lot, but got never, And the sadness what you give, That may be as a favour. So what, in my life, If heart remained thirsty and dry, You had given with love, A lot of water to my eye.                          - Abhay Kumar Rai

Separation from you, my fate it may be Longing for you, the only life I see Why should I despair of remoteness though, wherever you are, you are close to me For my sake your name is blemished, I will not let it be I am not afraid of this society, but sanctity of your persona is at the heart of me I am not sad, o my darling, Coming together being with you, was not destined to be, It is no less for me, my love, that yearning for you… is my destiny… Your love is favoured upon me, So my heart  got two worlds for me, O my Life, with this happiness, If my life ends, What a triumph it would be तेरा हिज्र मेरा नसीब है तेरा ग़म ही मेरी हयात है मुझे तेरी दूरी का ग़म हो क्यों तू कहीं भी हो मेरे साथ है मेरे वास्ते तेरे नाम पर कोई हर्फ़ आए नहीं नहीं मुझे ख़ौफ़ दुनिया नहीं मगर मेरे रू-ब-रू तेरी ज़ात है तेरा वस्ल ऐ मेरी दिलरुबा नहीं मेरी किस्मत तो क्या हुआ मेरी मेहजबीन यही कम है क्या तेरी हसरतों का तो साथ है तेरा इश्क़ मुझ पे है मेहरबाँ मे...